Freaky dream #2

In this dream i was a knight, i had a nice bow and a long sword,
for some reason i didn't have a horse, what's up with that?
i'm a knight in shiny armor and no horse?
At least i had a pig. a shemale pig. So i was walking in the desert, just me and my pig.
And the most thing i was worried about in my dream was that i needed to find a good male pig, so that my pig can have exactly four small baby pigs, so i can get reach by selling them.
So one time i went to sleep, in the desert, with my pig sleeping near by.
In the morning when i woke up, i realized that there is someone else near me.
i looked up and saw the very huge very tall giant standing next to me,
and he said to me, that i am his lunch. Somehow i managed to knock him down to the ground, i tied him up and then i realized that i must kill him. The ropes won't hold for much time. so i took my knife and i tried to slice his throat.
except it was very strong, i couldn't do much damage to it, so i used my knife as a saw, trying to open his thorat, while he was screaming and trying to get up. i almost opened hist throat but still the cut wasn't deep enough, so i put my knife up to his throat and started to hit the knife with a stone.
Forcing it to go deeper in his throat, inch by inch, until i finally manage to make a dep enough cut,
i saw a very massive blood fountain, and then this big fellow finally died.

Freaky dream #1

This night i had the freakiest dream ever.
Me and two my best friends named Eli and Ofer where somehow connected to some weird 8 story building (I leave in 8 story building). We could get out of the building, but something terrible kept us highly connected to that building.
Something really bad. (Unfortunatelly i don't remember what it was).
But it was really really bad, and we wanted to escape, to run away, to forget about it,to start over. but we couldn't.
It was something we did, or maybe it was something bad that happened to us.
Something that made our lives look useless now.

Somehow we all agreed on a suicide. That we all should end this suffering once and for all. For some technical reasons wich i don't remember we had to get to the roof of that building. And not by using an elevator or a stairs.
We used ropes to climb to the roof. Helping each other, and being afraid of falling off, becouse getting to the roof seemed very important.

We agreed on a suicide method that suited us all.
A poisoned nargilah :) We put some poison and started to smoke it.
First was Eli, he pumped it once, and passed it to Ofer, wich pumped it too.
Now it was my turn. And then suddently i froze. I looked at my friends,
knowing that they have only few seconds to live,
i was afraid, i didn't want to die, and i didn't want my best friends to die too.
i realized how stupid the whole idea of a suicide was.
We should have tried to find other ways to fix our problems. there must have been a way. We just where to tired to look for it.
And then i saw the look on my friends face, there was a lot's of emotions there.
There was a dissapointment that i was too scared to do what they did, to join them. And there was a happines for me. They wanted me to stay alive. at least me, they understood it too. they didn't want me to make their mistake, it was too late for them, but i still could live through this.

And i hoped, i prayed that what we did will only be a dream. that the poison we put in,wouldn't kill us. And i felt dissapointment for our wasted lives.
so i walked to the nargilah and with tears in my eyes i took some poison too.

Prologue

Sometimes i have a very freakin scary / weird dreams.
Not often, but sometimes, like once in a month or two.
Anyway i decided to start posting them here, for later.

Don't get me wrong. i'm a "normal" typical 23 years old person,
at least i look and act like one. :)

But thoose dreams...
Sometimes they make me think....
like the old joke: "Sometimes a dream is nothing but a dream..." - yeah right.